我爱的人

歌曲：我爱的人 - 林宥嘉


我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

刚刚看完宁的blog..
很喜欢他blog里面的歌..很感伤..
看起来，怎么这个假期好像很多人都不开心的咧?
讲真的，我还有点快乐的咧.
当然不是因为看到别人伤心而快乐啦.
是因为在这个假期，我认识了很多朋友.
熟的变成更加熟.
不开心的东西不要去想.
但是，偶尔还是会回忆一下.嘻嘻.
刚才在宁的日记里，看见一句话，让我想起一样东西.
"当自己喜欢的人送自己东西，就算他是苦瓜，但是吃起来，也觉得它是甜的."
这句话真的很对..呵呵.

还有三个星期就开学咯.
有点不舍得这个假期.因为真的蛮开心的.
认识了N集团这一群好朋友.
还有slave princess里的成员+朋友.
SLAVE PRINCESS 的表演也终于结束了.
忙了整大半年的时间来排这只舞.
虽然是说很累很麻烦，但是，得到的收获也不少.嘻嘻
总而言之，这个假期真的很开心.
也希望明年我们的感情不会退缩.感情还是那么好.

err.dunno

me and hui

torng and gigi

lame pose.really lame

stanley acting L AHHHH...

my leg

昨天从云顶回来。。只有我 琦 weihong jianhui 回来而已。
因为我 琦和weihong第二天有跳舞。jianhui要睡觉+看戏。炸到。

这两天，很开心下。
第一天早上，我去载琦然后去louis家。
过后等齐人，weihong载我们去车站。meet他们。
到了云顶。走路去RIA APARTMENT的时候，我看到有一个人很像水兴。
我就叫jianhui看 他就讲不是 我就call他咯。
结果是.他就去ria apartment找我们。
他走了后，我们去1st world玩和吃东西.
我们分两gang。不懂做么
我们去玩射箭 我很差(自卑)
然后去snowworld.nice memory inside there.haha
过后，他们请我和琦喝starbucks coffee..wow..thanks ya
喝+谈天。then.回apartment玩truth or dare.
ohno...很难忘的回忆咧。我的第一次。什么的第一次咧?shhhhhhhh
真的很难忘。都很好玩啦。开心就好。
凌晨的时候，出去走走。遇到游客。竟然跟他们一起颠起来。
在那边开大大声的音乐。跳舞。。。。
还被hotel的管理员下来投诉。好笑。
3点多才回apartment。。睡觉。睡了差不多3个钟酱啦。
第二天才去theme park outdoor 玩。。
本来我不玩那些roller coaster 的。被他们逼到一起玩。

*flying swing
*pirates
*flying dragon
*car - roller coaster
*roller coaster (2 times)
*go cart
*marry go round

玩玩下。上瘾了。哈哈。

傍晚，我 琦 weihong jianhui 回家。
下到去，bus full already.take taxi back.talk many with jianhui.
then,reach kl sentral.take ktm back kepong sentral.train broke on the way.
go down kl then take other train back.wait nearly 1 hours something only reach kepong sentral.

这次的云顶之旅。很开心和难忘下。。
希望下次还有机会。。

now: THE SLAVE PRINCESS concert.

45 things that girl wants but wont ask for

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friendstogether.

KEEP READING

1 1. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love hermorethan you, deny it. fight back and hugher tight so she can't get to herfriends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around thewaist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel abouther.

One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to hercar- it makes her feel protected, plusit never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is somethingwrong, ask her- if she denies somethingbeing wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANTTO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls youknow!!!!*

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKEAND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26-don't lie to HER.*
27-DON'T cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a good day atwork {or school}, and how much youMISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needsyou, & even when she doesn't need you,just be there so she'll know that shecan ALWAYS count on you.*

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold soshe can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it willgiveher the hint that you want to kissher).*
34 . While in the movies, put your armaround her and then she willautomatically put her head on yourshoulder, then lean in and tilt herchinup and kiss her LIGHTLY
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave evenjokingly or act like you're mad. Ifshesupset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU AREWITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up forher.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tellheryou love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and putherhead on your chest so she can listen tothe steady beat of your heart, Linkyourfing ers together while you whisper toher as she rests her eyes and listenstoyou .
39. When walking next to each othergrabher HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible*

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipeaway her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you loveher.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her howmuch u love her and then bend down toher face and kiss her while sitting onher.


i found this from my fren's blogger.is dat correct with wat we(girls) are thinking?lol.

假期真是闷。。
等下要收拾我的房间了。。
姐姐拜五回来。如果不收拾，她就没有地方睡了。
因为我的床真的乱到连坐都不能。

昨天做了一件很愚蠢的事情。。
就是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
秘密。。呵呵
昨天和萍他们出街。。去1u
有吃日本餐。。
一个星期都不知道吃了多少次。。
感觉又肥了。
啊!!! concert 要来了啦。。。。
怎么办咧?? 还是那么肥。。

现在每天在家折星星。看戏。
很无奈。成绩很快就要出了。。
不敢去想啦!!!

歌名:靠近一点点
演唱:Lara

默默在你的身后 守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑 或点头 全接受
能不能再靠近一点点 (不在那么遥远)
大声说出你所有感觉 (让我听见)
别再紧紧关在
只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接 wu wo o~
能不能再靠近一点点 (或赖我的身边)
能不能再勇敢一点点 (让我看见)
就算让我知道
我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见
默默在你的身后 守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑 或点头 全接受
能不能再靠近一点点 (不在那么遥远)
大声说出你所有感觉 (让我听见)
别再紧紧关在
只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接 wu wo o~
能不能再靠近一点点 (或赖我的身边)
能不能再勇敢一点点 (让我看见)
就算让我知道
我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

这首歌真的很好听
是恶作剧之吻里面的一首歌
真的沉迷这套戏了
几时才出第二集?
谁知道?

哎。忘了今天没有ballet class..

甚么都准备好后，甚至吃完饭了才想起。。

真是乌龙。

今天姨妈煮粥。

吃不饱呵呵。

回家再煮hotdog来吃

早上去绑牙。。

累到睡着了。

那个医生又在那边弄东西。

因为这几天，都很迟才睡。

就是为了看恶作剧之吻。

每天晚上都看到3-4点。。

然后，第二天就被妈咪骂。

哈哈哈 超好看的咧

正打算看第二次

今天就是酱无聊。

下午睡了4个钟。

晚上都不知道睡得着没。

这几天都要借哥哥的电脑用着先。因为我的电脑的msn有点问题。。
今天又跟N集团 + 莹.伟鸿 去 sg.wang 唱k。。
蛮好玩的。。唱到喉咙都要破了。
然后，louis 帮我拿我的电话去弄华语。。omg。rm80..有点贵。。。。
我们又去 gasoline 吃东西 + 谈天。。errr..玩了一些很废的游戏。不过，很开心。。
讲真的。。我真的很开心参到他们这一堆朋友。。生活也开心了很多。嘻嘻
然后，enqian 没有去云顶。。我也不能去了。
因为他怕鬼。。还有，他的mummy也好像不给。
回家的时候，哇!!!louis竟然有带恶作剧之吻的带给我咧。。。。
他还骗我讲没有。。但是，真的很谢谢他咧。。
今年的爱我青年我没有去咧。。有点可惜。。。。
不过不用紧啦。。明年吧。。

lol. juz see back my standard 6 photo. WTx.... damn fat!!!i cant imagine if now im still look like dat. thanks god i changed. muakakakakaka.. thanks for my bracelet too... hahahaha.. although i hate it sometimes.. but it really helped me.. hahahahahaha. and standard 6 im very fatttttt.. although now also fat lar.hahaha.. and lucky i succeed in my diet last last year.. muakakkaka.. well.i wont post my standard 6 photo here lar. shyyyyy... kekeke.

呵呵..哥哥不知道去了哪裡.. 借用他的電腦.. 因為有中文之心..
剛看完了宁的日記.. 覺得她很有哲學咧.. 華語也很好..很久没有写华语字了.. 华语烂到..
哎.. 今天一早.. 有股冲动想要告诉他，其实我喜欢的人是他.. 但是，我不可以说出来.. 不然，我应该会成为千古罪人吧..
真的很想让他知道..但是，他知道过后的后果，我真的不敢去想.. 她会讨厌我吗?
但是，我总算放下了一些.. 之前，我听到 first love 这首歌，我一定会哭的.. 但是今天却没有.. 只是感触.. 想会我们有说有笑得日子.. 我们也应该只有回忆吧.. 嘻嘻..

学会放弃，
在落泪以前转身离去，
留下简单的背影；
学会放弃，
将昨天埋在心底，
留下最美好的回忆；
学会放弃，
让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始，
遍体鳞伤的爱并不一定就刻骨铭心。
这一程情深缘浅，
走到今天，
已经不容易，
轻轻地抽出手，
说声再见，
真的很感谢，
这一路上有你。
曾说过爱你的，
今天，
仍是爱你。
只是爱你，
却不能与你在一起。
就如爱那原野的火面合，
爱它，
却不能携它归去。　
每一份感情都很美，
每一程相伴也都令人迷醉。
是不能拥有的遗憾让我们更感眷恋；
是夜半无眠的思念让我们更觉留恋。
感情是一份没有答案的问卷，
苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满。
也许一点遗憾，
一丝伤感，
会让这份答卷更隽永，
也更久远。

holidays so boring.. stay at home. saturday and sunday went to rehearsal. really boring. hope end faster. still got 1 month..

tomolo ballet intermediate exam. eeeee.. not very nervous lar actually.. dun care about result ad lar. i knew i cant get distinction this time. juz do my best lar. +u+u

last time lawatan very happie. look sopo.he call me take picture with him... i dunno wan give wat responds to him. so i din talk anything. after dat he dunwan bother me ad. EEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR!!!!arh!!!!whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy...juz keep telling myself :got chance de..

aiks. today went old town yamcha..forgot to topup ad. hp left -0.00..

holidays sien lar.i wan learn baking.make cake.. after i move into my new hse 1st.got a lot of space for me to bake. now no incredients. no space. wat also dun hv.

holidays..last wednesday,went to BERYL chocolate factory and tecnologi park malaysia college. lol.take many picture. dat day papa went in hospital. coz intestine infection yin.qian.me.tsan

this is me.

today. monday

went to zoo negara. hehe. we were so enjoy there. take many crazy picture with enqian. haha.shit la.i had no XING XIANG ad!!!!everybody saw my attitude.....TT especially him...AH!!!!!but nvm lar.thatz me.lol.. reach school, yin came fetch us and went to metro prima watch BROTHER.ok la..no feeling..haha.after dat,went to SELAYANG MALL each sushi king...enqian cant meet jack.

me and qian.zoo negara

torng and peng.

tired.

haha.i really dunno wat im doing.

group photo.but,many not here.

juz came back from school. today. tsan put me aeroplane. hrrr.. i though we are going to the lawatan aquaria. when i reach school, i only know she didnt come. wenyi said she feel bored at school, so she dunwan come. and she didnt tell me she is not coming. gek sei ngo.then lucky hamham got come to school. she came to my hse in the morning. coz she said she dunwan wait at the canteen alone. so i didnt go to the lawatan. he got go. nvm lar. then go bilik dayangan discuss gathering with desmond. finally we think the venue for gathering. sri damansara's mcd. lol. still dunno yet. hv to discuss with others next time. recess time. the bus go for lawatan still at outside. TT i wan go....................... i paid rm20 but didnt go. waste money. give me back go shopping better... after recess, went to our class and chitchat. then,louis them all go play basketball, left me,hamham and desmond. i feel im a sportlight. hahaha.. boring. take photo at school toilet.lol.ugly toilet.dirty toilet.

today wake up on 1.15pm. wakaka. izzit late? lol. i din set my alarm yesterday becoz i dunno wan wake up on wat time. hohoho.. then, my mom bring me to buy fried rice and LAI LIU HA - prawn.. share with my brother. omg. the prawn so oily. but its nice. then on9 and play hula after eat chips more. kekekeke.. sleep a while and watch movie. prepared to ballet. gigi not going. coz she got uec.. hv siauyin teacher class alone. dat was tired!!!arh!!!but,can thin. its all right.. after ballet class,rush to hv new jazz class at TREN.. meet new frens - kinki... then back.. today quite boring.. miss australia.

morning. went to kepong sentral. lol. im late. everyone there ad. got me.qian.DD(derek).jianhui.louis.kaiyen.thomas and yuanxin. 8 person.then,went sg.wang sing k to celebrate DD's birthday. haha.very happie.singsingsing for 3 hours then go buy DD's presents. bought a jacket + cap. i love the cap. then DD borrow me for 1 day. haha.. thanks ya DD. after dat. went to a dunno wat restaurant play + chat. the restaurant got ghost pic on the wall one. then,they said choose someone to couple with us(me and qian) for 1 day.. then.me with yuanxin.NO!!! seiye... then jianhui with qian.. nvm lo.play only wat.haha... funny...then,go take sticker photo and went back on 6 something. then,go old town hv dinner. qian's mom fetch. 8 ppl in one car. very happie. then,reach old town. thomas back home and weihong came meet us. chatchat + playplay. then,went home. very happie lar today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DD

derek.louis.jianhui.qian

choosing cap

yesterday went to somewhere near genting there. chinese call french village. dunno lar. something like dat gua. lol. but suddenly raining. here is the picture taken there.

my uncle

today. went to 1u with yeepeng. watch hairspray. nice. the feeling like the movie - GREASE but this one also nice lar. then,bought a small bag at maggie T to put my cosmetic.

then, meet amanda and sarah. sarah working at baskin robin there. lol. thursday i wan go swimming!!!

today morning follow qiaoyee went to podium. my class is 11am but i went early with her and gigi elaine jiejie then went to mamak hv breakfast with gigi. omg. qiaoyee twist her leg when dancing but not very serious lar. aiyoyo. exam coming also le. wish her all the best lar.

then, after dat when back home play Wii. ahgigi so high. she keep losing. hhahaha.. mayb she 1st time play la.. i also played dunno how many times ad only can get good result. ><

night, went to eat buffet steamboat at sunway with family. after dat went to sunway pyramid and go see nike shop.. bought a jacket and a sport shoes. ^^ yeah. feel so happie. but very expensive. jojo also bought a nike shoes.. small size one.haha.. when im small, also dun hv nike shoes le.. he so hang fok. ><>

jojo..he is really cute but sometimes very naughty. really. damn naughty. he learnt something everyday. yesterday, his daddy teach him :"how are you today?" jojo :"good" hahahaha.today he perform to us..

hmmm. think back last year.. was the happiest year while im in secondary school. suddenly miss last year so much. mayb coz got him? hehe. but now he got lover ad. haih. nvm lar. juz let time cover it..

long time din write my blog ad. wan to change my blogskin ad. becuase a lot ppl dunno how to open..

yeah. finally finished pmr. can forget all the things we study in this 3 years.

now worry about the result. hmm. hope can get at least 3 As lar. then can study in science stream. but actually, 2 also can lar for me. wont too care.

i feel the day before pmr was happier than the day after pmr. ==lll

i dun understand why.

aih.. the concert - THE SLAVE PRINCESS really tied all my time.

all my frens going to genting on november. but there is a lot of full rehearsal during dat time.. i hv to skip many rehearsal if im going with them.

aiyo.. i also dunno. mayb i will going with them.. and skip the 2 rehearsal. but im worry TDS take action and kick me out. NO!!! 2nd of december LOUIS birthday somemore. he's going to open BBQ. i cant attend also. hrrr... hmm.. this month a lot ppl birthday le.. december also. need to buy many birthday present.

last saturday,went to 1u celebrate birthday with meesean and yeepeng. went neway celebrate. 3.30pm, i went back. because i got rehearsal. haiz.. went i reach there, damn less ppl there..

tuesday, i went to valencia there swimming. pennie jiejie bring me there. long time din swim ad. not euf stamina. juz swim around 10 lap then come up. coz started to raining ad. this sunday go swim again.. hehehe. can become thin. heheehe.. i hv to diet now ad.. coz the concert coming soon. cannot dance on stage with this bodyshape... keke.. ><

HAPPY HOLIDAYS...

today quite happy. morning went to bud4's carnival with gigi. haha. funny lar. walk in the school and saw justin. he looks like very shocked while he saw me. he dark and tall ad. lengzai ad too. lol. then juz walk walk in his school and saw eevon and wan san(ballet fren). feel bored then walk to 1u with gigi. wow. we saw dennis there. >.<>
last week start intensive in casturi. not bad lar. but the teacher talk quite fast. i must start to diet ad lar. but i cant control. hmmmmmm... gambate

long time din write my blog ad.
this few days dunno why everyday late. YIYI reached my hse ad i still hvnt prepared.
today saw jing heng back to school ad. wow. he can walk ad.
thats a very good news for all of his friends. haha. but. i dunno him one actually.haha
after school. stay back. wanna go to watch science and maths concert - "shake it" de
before that hamham accompany me went to binding 1st. then only back to school watch "shake it"
when we reached dewan bestari. what the... no more sits... dun let us went in. ==
then stand outside. and cant watch anything. juz heard those nice and rock music. everybody inside shouted. make me so mmmmm song.hrrr..
then walk to canteen with hamham and talk "sam si". hahahaha.
we keep laughing there. ==
after that. the concert finished. then go to find lulu. then went to tuition together.
late ad. we feel that teacher angry ad.
coz we late for half and hour then still buy chandue went to teacher's hse to eat.haha.
finished tuition. went to taman ehsan tuition malay again. sien.
6pm only back home and bath. tired.

hmm.this few days keep watching the tvb's dvd.
huivoon jiejie bought it one.very nice. but i forgot wat the name ad.
yesterday my mom watch it with me. i think watch till 3 something and keep crying. coz the story very touch one.
then today head and eyes damn pain.
at night, bring money to ahpeng for the intensive one. hmm. i also dunno how le about the intensive.
now every sunday also got rehearsal. quite good lar. the dance quite CUTE.haha.
but.some of the teachers is quite fierce. ><
tomolo was the 1st day of cheer 2007. haiz.i cant went to watch it. I WAN GO !!!
but i cant make it.><>

morning wake up then went to piano class. scold by teacher again. coz my scales was sux.hoho

after class. auntie fetch me to kepong jusco meet my school frens.

all of them reached. ><

we watched shrek 3. well. its not very nice for me. quite bored. going to sleep in the cinema.

after that. meiyee them watch pirates again. ==

i follow meesean lor. accompany her to buy something. i bought sunskin and m&m. haha.

she bought a lot of things lar.shushi. ice lemon tea.and bread.==

then she take bus back to sungai buloh. so worry her lar. take bus alone.

my auntie come and fetch me home.

went home and my uncle inlaw and auntie(another) came to my hse overnight. they went back melaka tomolo

she said i change face ad. lol. and said i look like my sister a lot. ahaha...am i really got so pretty as my sister?hohohoho

and my uncle inlaw said i fat ad. TT

after that. went to ballet class. bcoz gigi not going. so i called my mom come back and fetch me there. din ate dinner also..diet.haha

reached ballet school, saw ahfong. so we hv class together.

night. on9 and download movie to watch in youtube. one part one part download.so pity

feel bored then come here to write my blog.hehe.

k lar.hv to sleep ad. nightz.

gigi and me

my holidays START.

well. haha finally my holidays started. last week juz tuition tuition and not look like holidays.

this week. im free. although still got few tuition class. but i can go shopping with frens on monday.wednesday.thursday and saturday.hahaha.happie.

last wednesday

got ballet class with gigi actually. but she went the curve and nobody fetch her back. so she din go to ballet. so i call my uncle fetch me there. damn tired dance alone. after class. huiling ask me whether this year am i going to take part TDS COMPETITION. so i told her this year dun hv juz got a audition for - the slave princess. she ask me got selected or not. i twist my leg on the 2nd audition. so sure wont be selected ad. after that. my mom called me and told me TDS send letter to me and inform i hv been selected. woohoo...... im shocked in that moment. i really dunno i can get in. because of my leg. ><>

yesterday. morning. mom bought bak kut teh for us.

after lunch, went to 1u with gigi. we long time din go out together ad.

reached there and go GSC buy ticket.wat the. left one more seat only.== fine.

then we walk to wong kok and yuncha bcoz gigi not feel well.

eat again...==

after that. juz shopping. bought quite many things.haha. happie.

monday

went 1u with yeepeng again. we went to watch pirates of the carribean.oh no!!damn nice.

i love it. it is really nice and funny. i wanna watch 2nd time.><

but. i dun like the end. too pity lar.TT

then eat at yeut nam restaurant.and take photo with yeepeng. haha.well. i love ice water chesnut.

then went home and play computer. download hana kimi to watch. very funny lar.

night go to see tit da again. hvnt full recover. still pain.

tomorrow juz tuition.><>

oh no! today i went to cut my hair. omgosh! its ugly! arh!!!

hope can grow faster in this 2 weeks holidays. ><

aiks. dun wan cut better lar. forget it.

yesterday got ballet class at podium. go with gigi and elaine jiejie. my mom fetch

oh. feel so hard to dance suddenly. mayb the weight increase make me hard to dance?

haha. i think so. cannot lar. really hv to on diet ad. but. its hard for me now.

hngry. eat. hungry. eat. XD haha

well. i'll try it lar.

juz now call to maria school. ==. nobody listen the phone. may b holidays ad?

aiks. no choice. next day call lar.

then. actually today got go to 1u. but. gigi not free. so. cancel the plan ad. ><

bored lar stay at home. watch movie - STEP UP and do stretching.

tomolo nothing to do also. got tuition. sad lar. holidays still got tuition.

everyday tuition tuition. sienz...aiks.nothing happened lar today.

juz BORED.

Finally~

finally finished school mid term exam ad. yahhooo!!

result quite okay lar. not too bad. but worrying bout my KH.

mayb will fail. amitofo. lol. today was the last day.

PJK and sejarah.

the last subject is PJK. fail ad also nvm one.

so me and my fren "gap mai" to circle all the answer A. hahaha. so yeng. muahahahhahahaa.

2 minutes finished. left 58minutes. wat to do? lol. chit chat with my frens.

everybody play in the class athough still examing. hahahaa. quite fun lar.

after school. me and qian stay back and went to tuition.

SEJARAH.

teacher revision with us. well. im not very understand in BAB 2. confusing. ==

then went back home bathing and walk to yima hse. play with jojo. he is cute!!!

but. naughty. haha.

today argue with litsan. but. datz not my fault okay.

well. everything will be okay after holidays. ^^

oh yea. holidays ad. hmm....no plan. ><

bored. stay at home. haiz. sienz.....who wanna go out with me???!!!!

contact me.hahaha..

HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

today's LIFE

why this year sooo many things happened on my yima's family. juz now. got thief went inside my yima's hse from the back door. coz normally the door didnt close except when they going to sleep. i also dunno clearly. coz i went to tuition ad. i think this happened on around 8 something lar. when my aunt and cousin watching movie. my cousin heard the back door opening sound. so he went to the back and see wat happened. suddenly he saw a man. i think is malay lar. with a worker bag. my cousin quickly shout got thief. my aunt went out and call the neighbour for help. and they help my aunt to call police. then. the thief quickly ran away. a lot of things happened on my aunt's family lar. unlucky.. but. luckily today her son at home. if not datz really very dangerous. ><

today was the 4th days for my exam. BC and maths 2. omg!! i did wrong many questions!! shit lar. no chance to get 100% ad. hohoho. wateva lar. tomorrow is KH. SIVIK. and MATHS 1. ok lar i think. juz hv to study KH. actually. from form 1 till form 3. i also dunno wat im learning in KH. juz know how to do project and blablabla something lar. or copy from friends. hahahaha.

very tired lar today. after school. stay back at school and walked to tuition at ulu there with ah foo and yensean. so sleepy. after tuition. back home and was raining dat time. yima come to fetch me home. back home and sleep for around 1 hour. climb up hv dinner then go tuition again. aiks. look so hardworking right? haha. feel so good. tuition a lot and look like know a lot in study and somehting lar. but why my result still so poor?! haha. watever lar. yea. today's life finished. tomolo is coming soon. ><>

BORED sunday

today morning. wake up on 11 something then practice my piano. ><>

master class start. im no. 11. the 2nd last. TT i played damn shit lar. dunno wat im playing there. juz hope faster finished and back home. hahaa. finally finished. went home and play computer. no mood to study leh. dunno why. tomolo moral and science paper 2. shit. science! paper 2 somemore. tonight sure no time to study ad. coz hv go to a party. my cousin - ahking korkor's 21th birthday party. in his new hse - VALENCIA. ahhahaha. my new hse at there also. ><

last tuesday. ah foo and yensean came my hse after tuition. ><>

my product ><

my latest photo

17th MAY 2007

haha. finally change my blogskin. izzit nice? i love it soo much. thanks elaine jiejie. she help me make this one. thanks a lot yar. it look so relax right? and so GREEN. hahahhaa. but i love it. a lot hvnt complete one. but i'll try to complete as fast as i can. ok? bcoz now im hving school mid year exam. quite..BUSY..hahaha.. really thanks elaine jiejie sooooo much.. ^^

today was the 1st day my school start the mid year exam. geography and malay. wow. damn difficult. (for me) haha. almost dunno the malay paper 2 talking wat. i think i'll going to get low marks. ><>

this sunday was my cousin - ah king korkor birthday. celebrate at his new hse. wow. excited. haha. long time din go for birthday party ad. haha. look like kids. last time ying told me the gathering will coming soon. oh so good. but dunno when lar. she call me to wait patient.

spiderman 3. i hvnt watch it yet. will going to watch next week lar i think after my exam. go watch with gigi. i hv 2 free tickets from my mom. my mom got it from her bussiness fren lar i think. dunno. wateva. haha. im waiting for pirates of caribbean 3. i think it will be quite nice. haha. but the most i wanna watch is HARRY POTTER!!yay. my favourite movie. haha.

hmm.. 2 weeks din dance ad. coz my knee still hvnt recover. the doctor told me dun dance also. if not it will become worst. aikz. nvm lar. i mark the steps also can ad. haha.^^ hmm. datz all lar. hv to go for study ad. see ya

8th of may

today morning wash my hair.. so difficult to wash leh.. coz my leg put medicine on it ad.. so cant make it wet.. haha.. walk into my class after yiyi drop us at the door of my school.. wow.. suddenly why my class so far away one??? haha.. im walking slowly dat time.. coz my leg was still pain.. funny.. damn tired when i reach my class.. hv to climb up to 3rd ground.. everybody though i pk.. like our geografi teacher puan chow.. lol.. she drop down from the stairs.. pity lar her.. nearly 1 month din come to teach us..
recess time, still wanna help my fren - litsan buy her breakfast at canteen.. seiye her ar..!! bully a patient.. == and the stupid kahchun - sit beside me one.. he stupid one.. he slap my knee.. then i scold him he still said :"really pain dar?" omg.. he got problem.. sure pain lar.. stupid one.. ==
after school,went back and hv my lunch, after dat mummy fetch me to doctor foo check my TEETH.. haha.. well.. take a long time.. and the doctor make me pain.. I CRY..lol.. i also dunno why.. coz my tuition ad over he also hvnt finished.. the tuition damn important de lor.. still keep wasting my time.. make my teeth pain somemore.. datz why i very hate to go there.. hrrrrrr...... no choise.. i went to ahfoo hse and call yensean teach me.. then they walk back with me.. and chitchat a while then they walk back home.. hahaha.. and my teeth was sooooooooo pain now.. ><

2nd AUDITION

yesterday was the 2nd audition for the performance - SLAVE PRINCESS.. okay.. morning, after preparing everything, lol i dunno wat i should where.. finally juz wear cashual and went to 1u with mom after our lunch..
reach 1u, and find parking, not bad very fast got place ad.. >< color="#ff6666">BRITISH INDIA, so i walk myself and finding some nice . big . cheap bearbear for sokhua.. school frens.. ^^ gigi msg me dat time and tell me she was boring.. lol actually dat time i feel so surprice bcoz she very less will sms kenggai with me one.. and keep asking me where am i.. suddenly, i come out from LOVELY LACE, suddenly saw elaine jiejie :"excuse me miss.." i blank at there bcoz itz too surprice.. ==..gigi still told me they at THE CURVE.. then we walk together.. yeah.. we choose a very nice and cute bear.. very nice i quite like it.. but the price, actually wont expensive lar.. but scare the frens who share the present will said very expensive.. haiz.. nvm lar i feel it quite nice.. then we ate at MC DONALD and wait my mom.. then my mom fetch us to the audition centre..
................... not bad lar on the soft shoes part.. allegro, pirouvett, adage .. but, unlucky.. after changing our pointshoes, warming up at bar.. after doing a few rises, do releve... suddenly "grackkkkkkkk" shit.. my leg!! and sit down on the floor.. not the 1st time ad.. is the 5th time.. my god!!! then,teacher let me sit at the front there and i din do pointwork.. watching all of them doing pointwork.. my brain juz think can i choosen for the performance? actually nothing lar... coz im not very hope can be choosen.. but if can be choosen sure very happy lar.. but aikz.. nvm lar.. after that suddenly cry ad.. keep telling myself dun cry dun cry but finally also cry ad.. >.< color="#ff6666">SECRET RECIPE with gigi and elaine jiejie.. haha.. i juz order a glass of ice lemon tea.. (my favourite) no mood to eat cake also lar.. share with gigi a bit lor..
back home and keep crying.. i also dunno wat im crying.. mayb scare next time i cant dance ad.. my leg cant dance ad.. wa.. sad lor if really like dat.. coi.. haha.. later hv to go to see TIT DA ad..haha..

2nd AUDITION

yesterday was the last day me . qiaoyee . elainejie . gigi dancing in maria school.. aikz.. feel so bu she de them.. especially eivian . ahyun and jieshuleen.. ><><.. squeeze together with shuleen and gigi in a single bed.. ahahaha..so many sweet memories.. but, nvm, we still can come out together and dun let our friendship become worst.. ^^ yesh! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER

okay.. today, we get a news from siauyin jiejie.. sunny chan - the president of TDS call us - me . gigi . elaine go to the 2nd audition on next sunday.. haha.. feel quite happy.. coz we hv been comfirm our technique by TDS.. ><>< color="#33ccff">and performe with siauyin jiejie.. haha.. THE SLAVE PRINCESS

last thursday, i went to peiteng's party in her hse with my school frens.. lol.. quite funny lar.. sing k.. i dancing with meiyee somemore.. so funny.. hahaha.. after all of them back home, me . peng . ling . teng hug together on the bed and take photo.. damn funny the picture.. look im so rude.. >< color="#99ff99">FISH BALL.. my lovely.. and suddenly louis become my grandpa ad..

haha. 01.14am ad.. kahyung birthday.. lol.. although not very sok with him.. anyway, wish him happy birthday too..

ARH!!! ><

arh!! i am getting fatter and fatter.. shiT!!! why like that??! lol.. becuase i eat a lot.. hv to change my eating habits already.. ><
last sunday . me . gigi . elaine . eivian . yiksuan . ck . went to an audition - THE SLAVE PRINCESS.. well.. okay lar.. not very bad lar.. saw last year's TDS COMPETITION category3 's champion.. == same class with her.. she forgot me already i think.. last year im no.5 , she is no.2 and juz standing beside me when we were going to get the trophy.. haha.. dunno can be selected for the performance or not..this months many friends birthday leh.. used a lot of money for buying birthday present.. ><
aiks... very worried bout my PMR.. but, i think im going to study art stream.. because not interesting in science.. and all my friends said science very hard.. soo... i think i'll going to study art stream..
haha.. today in school, when QIAN was singing there.. then, im keep shaking my leg and kick her chair... she though i call her stop singing because she sing not nice.. then, she said:"hold on" i though she forgot the song's words, so, i continue the song she singing.. then, she looking and me ask me why kick her chair.. i only realized what she thinking.. lol..

a dangerous experience ><

raning heavily today.. i din go for tuition.. stay at home.. around 6pm, i prepared and go to ballet class.. after prepared, i call my mom whether she got go excercise, if yes, she can fetch me there.. she said ok and coming back to fetch me.. when i wanna go to downstairs, SUDDENLY, i heard a very loud lightning.. frightend me.. and i quickly come out from my room.. my brother shout and come out from his room said my yima's hse was BURNING..the lightning flash on the roof and there was burning.. we quickly shout:"yima yima!!!your hs was burning..roof there!!!" all of us so nervous.. coz my brother's room was juz opposite my yima hse.. so, we can see wat happened there.. yima quickly bring jo sit and yuet tern went to another neighbour's hse.. yuettern damn scare and he cry.. then, ahyin korkor climb up from yima's room and suddenly, he drop from the ceiling at the stairs there.. lucky he din serious hurt.. then,he climb up second time.. from outside.. he try to put out the fire.. after a few minutes,gumayun come with the "mie fuo qi".... dat time, im taking picture and video in my brother's room.. then, we went to yima hse, and police came ad... bomba coming too.. look so serious huh.. em.. after dat, nothing very special happen also lar.. so, need to write.. if really write, too long ad.. haha.. really a very unforgetable and dangerous experience..

12th of april

bathing early in the morning before going to school.. haha.. damn cold man.. then, yiyi fetch me to school.. today a lot teacher din come.. coz got meeting.. shit.. sejarah teacher said going to give us a test.. who is got below 70%.. == im the one.. oh no! then, i talk with litsan nearly whole day.. haha.. she very pity lar.. hurt her hips or butt, dunno lar.. 2 times in half years.. lol.. dunno wat period, kahchun come and ask me wanna act drama or not.. in the sciece and maths concert.. act a teacher.. very funny der.. actually, i hope i can act one.. but, aikz.. not dare and got ppl going to act ad... aikz.. suan ba.. be the audians better.. haha.. my folio moral hvnt do yet tim.. tomorrow going to pass up.. haha.. shit.. i think im not going to pass up tomorrow de lar.. coz too rush.. after school, back to yima hse hv lunch and sleep.. then, go to tuition.. aikz..always tuition tuition.. bored.. sienz.. I WAN DANCE!!!

LOL..

this few days happened a lot of things.. wateva, unhappy things ad over.. I DUN CARE WAT PPL TALK ABOUT ME.. i am me.. haha.. today recess time, ate "zhu qiong fan" nice.. and orange juice.. the canteen uncle sell a lot things ad.. last time juz got a few.. then, the pity girl, pengjie.. she din buy anything to eat.. coz she take bread or wat, i dunno lar come to school and eat.. she always see us eat those thing very delicious, and she juz can eat sandwhich or bread only.. wahahaha.. yam gong.. aikz.. i want control my eating habits lar.. always eat ad, buy again and again.. damn fat!! shit.. somemore im going to take part a audition on next sunday.. how??? help me.. aikz.. haha.. feel like dancing so much tim.. juz now after ballet class, go eat roti canai again with gigi.. talk a lot about her favourite drama and our favourite dancing - ballet etc.we want to learn hip hop!! but, no time.. and hvnt find out where is better.. haha.. and we talk about evan too.. lol.. we are bestest fren.. our mind and every thing almost same.. lol..except our look.. she is prettier.. haha.. >< color="#ff6666">bangladesh man.. nearly 20 something lar.. come to our ballet school and said they wanna learn ballet.. omg.. unbelieveable.. aiks.. quite hate my school ppl.. except my gang lar.. feel they are faker.. some of them very fat hao ar.. and blablabla.. but, nvm lar., dun care them.. ^^
me = me

WTF.. not in good mood

today really damn unhappy.. went to practical and theory lesson.. damn hate it lar.. scold by teacher somemore.. I HATE PIANO!!! really hate.. fuck it.. i wanna stop and my teacher dun let me stop.. i know very waste it.. coz now my practical is grade 6 and theory grade 8.. but, i really hate it.. last time grade 7 workbook, i all also copy the answer one.. i also dunno how to do.. practical?!?!?! i hate lar!!!! damn angry lo... ok lo.. 2.30pm finished piano class ad.. call my mom.. dat time 3pm ad.. 3.30pm i got tuition.. she said wait more 15 minutes.. wat the fuck.. i ad told her come to fetch me.. she cant come also call my aunt to fetch me 1st izzit?! ok lo... second time i call her... she said my aunt coming.. and 3.15pm come back and fetch me tuition.. wait 5 minutes my aunt come ad.. then,reach home ad 3.20pm.. after bathing and preparing ad 3.40pm.. she hvnt back also.. call her.. she said coming back.. 3.50pm,call her again...:"coming back.. dun call me again.. i got a small accident.." then, really late ad.. better i dun go tuition ad.. then, i call her again and call her no need to rush back and i call my aunt fetch me.. damn angry dat time.. after tuition, call my aunt fetch me and go straight gigi hse .. dun wan call my mom fetch.. she wont come also.. then, went to sunway pyramid with gigi and wanhui.. in the end.. cant watch the concert also.. coz too many ppl... shit.. == cant see evan!!!! no more mood again.. i can be abit happy der if i can watch.. haiz.. back home.. scold by brother and mom again... coz my mom said the accident coz by me.. if i din keep calling her, she wont crash with the car... her new car broke ad.. not very serious lar.. juz not nice ad.. damn damn damn unhappy.. i dun wan learn piano ad... although i got a bit scare i'll regret.. wateva.. i dun care ad..

GOD bless two of you..

haih..my school 5 cemerlang had 2 students, a girl name kai xin got blood cancer.. and a boy name jing heng got accident last friday.. kaixin now stay in hospital.. i dunno her actually.. she is my cousin's good fren in the school.. haiz.. heard that my cousin meijwin said.. she had no money.. her dad always take care her in the hospital.. need school to donate money.. another, jing heng.. last friday, he drive motor back to school with no lisen.. and crash with a van.. and he take operation on his brain.. coz his brain got blood.. now still in ICU.. haiz.. he is so serious you know... haiz..why will like dat?happened so many things suddenly.. haiz..yesterday my cousin went to visit 2 of them.. kaixin come out from hospital today for play 2 days, and then,back to hospital again.. jing heng, a lot of ppl wisit him yesterday.. now, he now dun hv the top of the head you know... juz used the kulit to cover his brain.. haiz.. you cant imagine wat he look like now.. he is a very active boy.. but now,.. god bless 2 of them recover soon and faster come out from hospital.. kaixin, jingheng.. gambate!!!

yo..

lol..today,after finished maths class, teacher was leaving.. im sitting beside the window there.. then,teacher said:" bye class, bye yanntorng" to me.. omg.. shocked me.. why teacher treat me so good??!!! lol.. funny lar.. the teacher very cute one.. always bully by the students.. she is very good.. i quite like her although she is a malay.. juz now went to ballet.. haiz.. sienz lar.. after ballet class, me and qi went to hv our dinner.. i order teh oh ice limau.. but,no more limau ad.. haiz.. then, i order teh oh ice lo..drink half cup ad, cant tahan.. i wan drink teh oh ice limau.. then,i do something stupid.. i went to beside de shop to buy limau.. lol.. stupid lar.. then,put inside the teh oh ice and make it to teh oh ice limau.. haha.. then,chit chat with qi.. then, siau yin teacher msg me and said the slave princess audition will be on 22nd april at sri willayah ballet studio.. wanna go or not leh? may b im going with gigi lor.. but, dunno where is it.. hmm..hv to on diet ad.. if not,sure no chance to take part.. lol..

happy birthday to desmond..

evan YO!

yesterday, after my practical lesson, i went selayang mall with yensean and meet with foo. when i reach selayang mall.. i quickly go buy evan's album.. lol... scare sold out.. i get his poster leh.. so happy.. then, the second time we went to popular and saw wqi, chiensin jiayung and their fren.. lol... chiensin buy the last one.. no more poster ad dat time.. then, me, sean, foo and apple go eat pizza hut.. lol.. then, raining ad.. run back to selayang mall.. foo's book leave at pizza hut,they accompany her go back to take.. then, i go to meet with cue heng.. lol... he no change also lar... less pimples ad.. haha.. then, i meet louis and his frens.. i meet a lot of my school frens there lar.. alot lala zai... tak boleh tahan.. haha... we saw evan run up to the stage... wow.. he is sooo handsome.. oh my god.. he start to sing... cue heng help me take video.. thanks him so much neh... then, me and wqi so high there.. keep shout.. but my sound din change at all.. == then, we beratur to take his sign and shake hand with him.. his smile so sweet!!! aiks... cant forget the moment... 1st time shake hand with singer lo.. know wat my feeling?? cant sleep at night.. lol... then, went red lion with gigi and jiayung.. ah leong korkor not there dat time... lol.. saw nicky and hanjie.. omg... damn funny lar the hanjie.. the nicky keep disturb him and he keep scold rude words there.. laugh till me die.. then, me and qi went kepong jusco watch mr bean.. ok lar... quite sien de.. although some part is quite funny lar..

evan!!!!my new idol!!!!!!!!yo..

shopping again

lol..my teeth so pain now!! last friday.. the doctor make something like a butterfly on my teeth.. make my mouth so pain now.. hard to close.. pai seh.. ahaha.. today,i went 1u with yeepeng.. gigi asked me to go the curve watch a cheer competittion der.. haiz.. but, i ad had APPOINTMENT with yee peng.. lol.. i very hope can go der.. haiz..miss it ad.. me and peng meet at 1u.. b4 she finished her breaskfast in MPH, i went to SPEEDY with mummy..bough HONEY.. hahaha... yeepeng and gigi also said very nice.. then, we meet at the cinema there..b4 the movie start.. she went to play snooker with her cousin and brother.. dunno why she like to play so much.. very hard to "dok" de wor.. i just play 1 time b4 with her..lol.. after dat, we went to watch movie - STOMP THE YARD.. very nice leh.. about dancing one..datz really nice.. the SEMANGAT of the team.. hahaha...really nice..i love it soo much.. then,we shop a while lo.. we took sticker photo too...got a new mechine there..quite nice leh..i bought a mirror,a bookmark,a jazz pantz at WH..the jazz pantz juz rm19..not expensive ler..and bought hagendaz again.hahahhaa.....fat sei lo...shit..haiz..lol..then,back home and open computer.. play until now..==..and watch HONEY...very nice also...haha..love dancing so much lar..but,got a bad news for me..siau yin jiejie told me..got a audition,but,the organizer juz choose 7 schools and choose the students inside the school only..haiz..so,mayb i no chance to take part ad..oh no...no competition,no audition,no concert!!!!!GOT exam!!!!PMR!!INTERMEDIATE..die lo..haiz..aiya...hardworking lar..gambate torng..lol..dat all for today lar... nothing special also.. will be ocntinue.. xD

new hair style..new try

haha..im back..yesterday went to ballet school..when i reached there,i forgot the class change to 5pm ad..nobody there dat time when i reached..so,i walked to POINT HAIR to cut my hair lo..coz still very long when i tied it up..and front there very long ad..dat time i dunno wanna cut wat style..the salloon there got a lot of ppl dat time..got JAPANESE somemore.wow..frightend me...there got model trying the new things lar..i also dunno..then,the jiejie help me to decide wanna cut how lo..coz i said wan short one..hha..after cutting,not bad lar..but,very hard to tied up...i used 7 clips..actually,i quite hope to try short hair one..but,suddenly cut too short if not nice then die..haha..then,i walked back to ballet school lo..that time nearly 5pm ad..dance dance dance..after ballet class,go eat roti canai with gigi.haha..and chitchitchat..lol..funny..i love teh oh ice limau so much lar..always drinks..haha..sour sour like dat..nice..but,cannot drink it when din eat..stomache will pain..REMEMBER..haha..the next day..lol...everybody said very cute of my hair..haha.coz the ponytail damn short one..and (cang) come out..haha...funny lar..they praise me and make me so happy tim..hohoho..but,somebody said ugly also lar..haha..watever lar...happy then ok..today my mummy ask me whether i wanna go tuition science near my hse or not..idian teacher one..but,alone wor..1 class nearly got 10 students..i scare leh..how leh?wednesday 5pm..but,i got ballet..dunno leh..my science very poor wor..see 1st lor..hmm..have to hardworking ad lar..this monthly test quite poor one..juz got 2 As..shit..haiz..i wan 5As!!!!