when the time you feel SO tired and cannot stand anymore, do not give up because that is the time you start improving.
Saturday, 15 December 2007
我爱的人
我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声
Sunday, 9 December 2007
很喜欢他blog里面的歌..很感伤..
看起来,怎么这个假期好像很多人都不开心的咧?
讲真的,我还有点快乐的咧.
当然不是因为看到别人伤心而快乐啦.
是因为在这个假期,我认识了很多朋友.
熟的变成更加熟.
不开心的东西不要去想.
但是,偶尔还是会回忆一下.嘻嘻.
刚才在宁的日记里,看见一句话,让我想起一样东西.
"当自己喜欢的人送自己东西,就算他是苦瓜,但是吃起来,也觉得它是甜的."
这句话真的很对..呵呵.
还有三个星期就开学咯.
有点不舍得这个假期.因为真的蛮开心的.
认识了N集团这一群好朋友.
还有slave princess里的成员+朋友.
SLAVE PRINCESS 的表演也终于结束了.
忙了整大半年的时间来排这只舞.
虽然是说很累很麻烦,但是,得到的收获也不少.嘻嘻
总而言之,这个假期真的很开心.
也希望明年我们的感情不会退缩.感情还是那么好.
Saturday, 24 November 2007
因为我 琦和weihong第二天有跳舞。jianhui要睡觉+看戏。炸到。
这两天,很开心下。
第一天早上,我去载琦然后去louis家。
过后等齐人,weihong载我们去车站。meet他们。
到了云顶。走路去RIA APARTMENT的时候,我看到有一个人很像水兴。
我就叫jianhui看 他就讲不是 我就call他咯。
结果是.他就去ria apartment找我们。
他走了后,我们去1st world玩和吃东西.
我们分两gang。不懂做么
我们去玩射箭 我很差(自卑)
然后去snowworld.nice memory inside there.haha
过后,他们请我和琦喝starbucks coffee..wow..thanks ya
喝+谈天。then.回apartment玩truth or dare.
ohno...很难忘的回忆咧。我的第一次。什么的第一次咧?shhhhhhhh
真的很难忘。都很好玩啦。开心就好。
凌晨的时候,出去走走。遇到游客。竟然跟他们一起颠起来。
在那边开大大声的音乐。跳舞。。。。
还被hotel的管理员下来投诉。好笑。
3点多才回apartment。。睡觉。睡了差不多3个钟酱啦。
第二天才去theme park outdoor 玩。。
本来我不玩那些roller coaster 的。被他们逼到一起玩。
*flying swing
*pirates
*flying dragon
*car - roller coaster
*roller coaster (2 times)
*go cart
*marry go round
玩玩下。上瘾了。哈哈。
傍晚,我 琦 weihong jianhui 回家。
下到去,bus full already.take taxi back.talk many with jianhui.
then,reach kl sentral.take ktm back kepong sentral.train broke on the way.
go down kl then take other train back.wait nearly 1 hours something only reach kepong sentral.
这次的云顶之旅。很开心和难忘下。。
希望下次还有机会。。
now: THE SLAVE PRINCESS concert.
Tuesday, 20 November 2007
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friendstogether.
KEEP READING
1 1. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love hermorethan you, deny it. fight back and hugher tight so she can't get to herfriends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love youwhenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around thewaist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel abouther.
One last thing you need to do to showher you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to hercar- it makes her feel protected, plusit never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is somethingwrong, ask her- if she denies somethingbeing wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANTTO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls youknow!!!!*
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKEAND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26-don't lie to HER.*
27-DON'T cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in themorning and tell her have a good day atwork {or school}, and how much youMISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needsyou, & even when she doesn't need you,just be there so she'll know that shecan ALWAYS count on you.*
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold soshe can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her closeand kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it willgiveher the hint that you want to kissher).*
34 . While in the movies, put your armaround her and then she willautomatically put her head on yourshoulder, then lean in and tilt herchinup and kiss her LIGHTLY
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave evenjokingly or act like you're mad. Ifshesupset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU AREWITH HER NEXT
36. When people DISS her, stand up forher.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tellheryou love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and putherhead on your chest so she can listen tothe steady beat of your heart, Linkyourfing ers together while you whisper toher as she rests her eyes and listenstoyou .
39. When walking next to each othergrabher HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in yourarms as long as possible*
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipeaway her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you loveher.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her howmuch u love her and then bend down toher face and kiss her while sitting onher.
i found this from my fren's blogger.is dat correct with wat we(girls) are thinking?lol.
Wednesday, 14 November 2007
Saturday, 10 November 2007
演唱:Lara
默默在你的身后 守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑 或点头 全接受
能不能再靠近一点点 (不在那么遥远)
大声说出你所有感觉 (让我听见)
别再紧紧关在
只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接 wu wo o~
能不能再靠近一点点 (或赖我的身边)
能不能再勇敢一点点 (让我看见)
就算让我知道
我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见
默默在你的身后 守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑 或点头 全接受
能不能再靠近一点点 (不在那么遥远)
大声说出你所有感觉 (让我听见)
别再紧紧关在
只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接 wu wo o~
能不能再靠近一点点 (或赖我的身边)
能不能再勇敢一点点 (让我看见)
就算让我知道
我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见
这首歌真的很好听
是恶作剧之吻里面的一首歌
真的沉迷这套戏了
几时才出第二集?
谁知道?
Friday, 9 November 2007
Tuesday, 6 November 2007
今天又跟N集团 + 莹.伟鸿 去 sg.wang 唱k。。
蛮好玩的。。唱到喉咙都要破了。
然后,louis 帮我拿我的电话去弄华语。。omg。rm80..有点贵。。。。
我们又去 gasoline 吃东西 + 谈天。。errr..玩了一些很废的游戏。不过,很开心。。
讲真的。。我真的很开心参到他们这一堆朋友。。生活也开心了很多。嘻嘻
然后,enqian 没有去云顶。。我也不能去了。
因为他怕鬼。。还有,他的mummy也好像不给。
回家的时候,哇!!!louis竟然有带恶作剧之吻的带给我咧。。。。
他还骗我讲没有。。但是,真的很谢谢他咧。。
今年的爱我青年我没有去咧。。有点可惜。。。。
不过不用紧啦。。明年吧。。
Sunday, 4 November 2007
Saturday, 3 November 2007
剛看完了宁的日記.. 覺得她很有哲學咧.. 華語也很好..很久没有写华语字了.. 华语烂到..
哎.. 今天一早.. 有股冲动想要告诉他,其实我喜欢的人是他.. 但是,我不可以说出来.. 不然,我应该会成为千古罪人吧..
真的很想让他知道..但是,他知道过后的后果,我真的不敢去想.. 她会讨厌我吗?
但是,我总算放下了一些.. 之前,我听到 first love 这首歌,我一定会哭的.. 但是今天却没有.. 只是感触.. 想会我们有说有笑得日子.. 我们也应该只有回忆吧.. 嘻嘻..
学会放弃,
在落泪以前转身离去,
留下简单的背影;
学会放弃,
将昨天埋在心底,
留下最美好的回忆;
学会放弃,
让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始,
遍体鳞伤的爱并不一定就刻骨铭心。
这一程情深缘浅,
走到今天,
已经不容易,
轻轻地抽出手,
说声再见,
真的很感谢,
这一路上有你。
曾说过爱你的,
今天,
仍是爱你。
只是爱你,
却不能与你在一起。
就如爱那原野的火面合,
爱它,
却不能携它归去。
每一份感情都很美,
每一程相伴也都令人迷醉。
是不能拥有的遗憾让我们更感眷恋;
是夜半无眠的思念让我们更觉留恋。
感情是一份没有答案的问卷,
苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满。
也许一点遗憾,
一丝伤感,
会让这份答卷更隽永,
也更久远。
Friday, 2 November 2007
Monday, 29 October 2007
this is me.
me and qian.zoo negara
torng and peng.
tired.
haha.i really dunno wat im doing.
group photo.but,many not here.
Sunday, 21 October 2007
Friday, 19 October 2007
Tuesday, 16 October 2007
derek.louis.jianhui.qian
choosing cap
Monday, 15 October 2007
today. went to 1u with yeepeng. watch hairspray. nice. the feeling like the movie - GREASE but this one also nice lar. then,bought a small bag at maggie T to put my cosmetic.
then, meet amanda and sarah. sarah working at baskin robin there. lol. thursday i wan go swimming!!!
Saturday, 13 October 2007
Wednesday, 10 October 2007
Sunday, 8 July 2007
last week start intensive in casturi. not bad lar. but the teacher talk quite fast. i must start to diet ad lar. but i cant control. hmmmmmm... gambate
Friday, 22 June 2007
this few days dunno why everyday late. YIYI reached my hse ad i still hvnt prepared.
today saw jing heng back to school ad. wow. he can walk ad.
thats a very good news for all of his friends. haha. but. i dunno him one actually.haha
after school. stay back. wanna go to watch science and maths concert - "shake it" de
before that hamham accompany me went to binding 1st. then only back to school watch "shake it"
when we reached dewan bestari. what the... no more sits... dun let us went in. ==
then stand outside. and cant watch anything. juz heard those nice and rock music. everybody inside shouted. make me so mmmmm song.hrrr..
then walk to canteen with hamham and talk "sam si". hahahaha.
we keep laughing there. ==
after that. the concert finished. then go to find lulu. then went to tuition together.
late ad. we feel that teacher angry ad.
coz we late for half and hour then still buy chandue went to teacher's hse to eat.haha.
finished tuition. went to taman ehsan tuition malay again. sien.
6pm only back home and bath. tired.
hmm.this few days keep watching the tvb's dvd.
huivoon jiejie bought it one.very nice. but i forgot wat the name ad.
yesterday my mom watch it with me. i think watch till 3 something and keep crying. coz the story very touch one.
then today head and eyes damn pain.
at night, bring money to ahpeng for the intensive one. hmm. i also dunno how le about the intensive.
now every sunday also got rehearsal. quite good lar. the dance quite CUTE.haha.
but.some of the teachers is quite fierce. ><
tomolo was the 1st day of cheer 2007. haiz.i cant went to watch it. I WAN GO !!!
but i cant make it.><>
Wednesday, 6 June 2007
gigi and me
Monday, 4 June 2007
my holidays START.
Sunday, 27 May 2007
Friday, 25 May 2007
Finally~
Tuesday, 22 May 2007
today's LIFE
today was the 4th days for my exam. BC and maths 2. omg!! i did wrong many questions!! shit lar. no chance to get 100% ad. hohoho. wateva lar. tomorrow is KH. SIVIK. and MATHS 1. ok lar i think. juz hv to study KH. actually. from form 1 till form 3. i also dunno wat im learning in KH. juz know how to do project and blablabla something lar. or copy from friends. hahahaha.
very tired lar today. after school. stay back at school and walked to tuition at ulu there with ah foo and yensean. so sleepy. after tuition. back home and was raining dat time. yima come to fetch me home. back home and sleep for around 1 hour. climb up hv dinner then go tuition again. aiks. look so hardworking right? haha. feel so good. tuition a lot and look like know a lot in study and somehting lar. but why my result still so poor?! haha. watever lar. yea. today's life finished. tomolo is coming soon. ><>
Sunday, 20 May 2007
BORED sunday
master class start. im no. 11. the 2nd last. TT i played damn shit lar. dunno wat im playing there. juz hope faster finished and back home. hahaa. finally finished. went home and play computer. no mood to study leh. dunno why. tomolo moral and science paper 2. shit. science! paper 2 somemore. tonight sure no time to study ad. coz hv go to a party. my cousin - ahking korkor's 21th birthday party. in his new hse - VALENCIA. ahhahaha. my new hse at there also. ><
last tuesday. ah foo and yensean came my hse after tuition. ><>
my latest photo
Thursday, 17 May 2007
17th MAY 2007
Tuesday, 8 May 2007
8th of may
recess time, still wanna help my fren - litsan buy her breakfast at canteen.. seiye her ar..!! bully a patient.. == and the stupid kahchun - sit beside me one.. he stupid one.. he slap my knee.. then i scold him he still said :"really pain dar?" omg.. he got problem.. sure pain lar.. stupid one.. ==
after school,went back and hv my lunch, after dat mummy fetch me to doctor foo check my TEETH.. haha.. well.. take a long time.. and the doctor make me pain.. I CRY..lol.. i also dunno why.. coz my tuition ad over he also hvnt finished.. the tuition damn important de lor.. still keep wasting my time.. make my teeth pain somemore.. datz why i very hate to go there.. hrrrrrr...... no choise.. i went to ahfoo hse and call yensean teach me.. then they walk back with me.. and chitchat a while then they walk back home.. hahaha.. and my teeth was sooooooooo pain now.. ><
Monday, 7 May 2007
2nd AUDITION
reach 1u, and find parking, not bad very fast got place ad.. >< color="#ff6666">BRITISH INDIA, so i walk myself and finding some nice . big . cheap bearbear for sokhua.. school frens.. ^^ gigi msg me dat time and tell me she was boring.. lol actually dat time i feel so surprice bcoz she very less will sms kenggai with me one.. and keep asking me where am i.. suddenly, i come out from LOVELY LACE, suddenly saw elaine jiejie :"excuse me miss.." i blank at there bcoz itz too surprice.. ==..gigi still told me they at THE CURVE.. then we walk together.. yeah.. we choose a very nice and cute bear.. very nice i quite like it.. but the price, actually wont expensive lar.. but scare the frens who share the present will said very expensive.. haiz.. nvm lar i feel it quite nice.. then we ate at MC DONALD and wait my mom.. then my mom fetch us to the audition centre..
................... not bad lar on the soft shoes part.. allegro, pirouvett, adage .. but, unlucky.. after changing our pointshoes, warming up at bar.. after doing a few rises, do releve... suddenly "grackkkkkkkk" shit.. my leg!! and sit down on the floor.. not the 1st time ad.. is the 5th time.. my god!!! then,teacher let me sit at the front there and i din do pointwork.. watching all of them doing pointwork.. my brain juz think can i choosen for the performance? actually nothing lar... coz im not very hope can be choosen.. but if can be choosen sure very happy lar.. but aikz.. nvm lar.. after that suddenly cry ad.. keep telling myself dun cry dun cry but finally also cry ad.. >.< color="#ff6666">SECRET RECIPE with gigi and elaine jiejie.. haha.. i juz order a glass of ice lemon tea.. (my favourite) no mood to eat cake also lar.. share with gigi a bit lor..
back home and keep crying.. i also dunno wat im crying.. mayb scare next time i cant dance ad.. my leg cant dance ad.. wa.. sad lor if really like dat.. coi.. haha.. later hv to go to see TIT DA ad..haha..
Saturday, 28 April 2007
2nd AUDITION
yesterday was the last day me . qiaoyee . elainejie . gigi dancing in maria school.. aikz.. feel so bu she de them.. especially eivian . ahyun and jieshuleen.. ><><.. squeeze together with shuleen and gigi in a single bed.. ahahaha..so many sweet memories.. but, nvm, we still can come out together and dun let our friendship become worst.. ^^ yesh! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER
okay.. today, we get a news from siauyin jiejie.. sunny chan - the president of TDS call us - me . gigi . elaine go to the 2nd audition on next sunday.. haha.. feel quite happy.. coz we hv been comfirm our technique by TDS.. ><>< color="#33ccff">and performe with siauyin jiejie.. haha.. THE SLAVE PRINCESS
last thursday, i went to peiteng's party in her hse with my school frens.. lol.. quite funny lar.. sing k.. i dancing with meiyee somemore.. so funny.. hahaha.. after all of them back home, me . peng . ling . teng hug together on the bed and take photo.. damn funny the picture.. look im so rude.. >< color="#99ff99">FISH BALL.. my lovely.. and suddenly louis become my grandpa ad..
haha. 01.14am ad.. kahyung birthday.. lol.. although not very sok with him.. anyway, wish him happy birthday too..
Wednesday, 25 April 2007
ARH!!! ><
last sunday . me . gigi . elaine . eivian . yiksuan . ck . went to an audition - THE SLAVE PRINCESS.. well.. okay lar.. not very bad lar.. saw last year's TDS COMPETITION category3 's champion.. == same class with her.. she forgot me already i think.. last year im no.5 , she is no.2 and juz standing beside me when we were going to get the trophy.. haha.. dunno can be selected for the performance or not..this months many friends birthday leh.. used a lot of money for buying birthday present.. ><
aiks... very worried bout my PMR.. but, i think im going to study art stream.. because not interesting in science.. and all my friends said science very hard.. soo... i think i'll going to study art stream..
haha.. today in school, when QIAN was singing there.. then, im keep shaking my leg and kick her chair... she though i call her stop singing because she sing not nice.. then, she said:"hold on" i though she forgot the song's words, so, i continue the song she singing.. then, she looking and me ask me why kick her chair.. i only realized what she thinking.. lol..
Friday, 13 April 2007
a dangerous experience ><
Thursday, 12 April 2007
12th of april
Wednesday, 11 April 2007
LOL..
me = me
Saturday, 7 April 2007
WTF.. not in good mood
Thursday, 5 April 2007
GOD bless two of you..
Wednesday, 4 April 2007
yo..
happy birthday to desmond..